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Monday, 26 February 2007

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    The Fires of Life
    By Cool Hand Luke
    I'm not running
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    The God I love...

    The God I love is an amazing God. Let me tell you what He's done in my life...

    He has brought me from a life full of alchoholics, not letting me become one of them
    He has lead me out of a life of drugs
    He has brought me through depression
    He has brought me through cutting
    self-esteem issues
    sexual abuse
    pride
    anger
    temptations
    suicide attempts
    death
    accidents involving a gun
    lust
    hypocracy
    lying
    greed
    accidents involving a motor stand
    almost being kidnapped
    my parents divorce
    my parents fighting
    the death of my most beloved best friend
    bad language
    my step-father
    being paid to go away
    betrayal
    hurt
    being let down
    pain...

    You see my God says that "weeping may last for the night but rejoicing comes in the morning" and I believe Him whole-heartedly. Here's why:

    Daniel, my future husband
    Emmanuel College, my CHRISTIAN education
    Cassie, my roommate
    Kelli, a best of friend
    Brittany, the one who God spoke through to get me to stop doing drugs for good
    Joy, a mother away from my mother
    Chris, the one who introduced me to the idea of christian rock
    Ashley, for loving God and not being afraid of telling you exactly what He thinks
    Bethany, makes me laugh
    Bethany, sweetest girl from Virginia
    Michelle, the best R.D. ever
    Michelle, awesome
    Annemarie, just like me and understanding
    Amber, being spunky and giving
    Nicole, sweet and on fire for Jesus
    Brittni, lover of Jesus & Sister in Christ
    Mom, seeing the difference Jesus is making in her life, little by little
    Dad, overcame his demons and now loves Jesus
    Melanie, my project, my sister, my friend
    Grandma, making dad go to church & being a Godly woman
    Stephanie, being from West Palm Beach, FL.
    Caiti, being funny and a Reece cup
    Caiti, for staying pure for Jesus and being a great friend
    Dr. Oxley, for having some of my past, being brave enough to share it, and being an inspiration
    Allison, R.A. inspiration extraordinaire
    Jackie, making me understand what I did wrong
    Britnay, being there for Jackie
    Melissa, not agreeing with what I did but staying my friend anyway
    Jewel, never giving up on me
    Lillian Doris Wiser, being there for me, being my best friend, being my grandmother, being my support, being my healer, being my wisdom, being my inspiration, being my stronghold, being the comforter, making me laugh, making me cry, making me behave, taking me away from the pain, being concerned, being the best....

    Thank you Jesus, thank you! I could say thank you for the rest of my life and it would still never be enough thank you's for what you have done for me. Jesus, I love you so much!!


Wednesday, 30 August 2006

Wednesday, 23 August 2006

Saturday, 05 August 2006

  • Sad day...

    I'm sad.

    When I came back from Cassie's house tonight my dad told me he needed to talk to me. I thought I was in trouble but when he told me what he told me...I wished I was in trouble. He informed me that my Aunt Michele passed away. They dont know how or why, all we know is that the police found her in her apartment...they're giving her an autopsy to find out the cause of death. I wasnt soo close to her but I did know her well. We've had some good times together. My dad believes she is in heaven and I believe it too, so at least we'll see her again...someday

    The only thing that can be considered good at this point is the fact that I get to see Daniel and Brittany on Monday and a day later I get to move back...even though I want to go to the funeral...my dad said I cant. He said I have to go to school and do stuff there, God might need me there instead...

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